I took a little time recently to look through all of my old blog posts, and was surprised to see that there was actually a time when I was writing something new at least every other day. I have always really enjoyed writing and continue to do so, yet I also noticed that I have written a total of eight blogs in the past three months. EIGHT?! In THREE MONTHS?! What is wrong with me?!
Well, that seems to be the six million dollar question these days. Or at least it's what I'm constantly pondering with almost every single thing I do. I used to dream every night, but now only manage one every couple of weeks. I have always hated doing school work, but at least before I could actually force myself to do it earlier than midnight the day before it's due. I used to actually keep in contact with people...now the only text messages or phone calls I receive or send are Marissa or my parents.
What is wrong with me?! I don't know! You'd think that after three months I would at least be back on my way to being me again. The other day I accidentally missed my 8 a.m. class for the second time and went into my professor's office hours to explain that I've been having troubles waking up to my alarm because I stay up really late (usually 4 a.m. on those nights when I miss class). I had intended on simply telling her I have a problem falling asleep and waking up, but I ended up breaking into tears crying FOR NO REASON AT ALL!
I don't know what's wrong with me. I want to be happy so bad. I want to be the old Katherine. I know I can't be the Katherine I was those six months, yet I can't go back to being the Katherine I was before those six months. I love that Katherine. She was great. Why can't I be her again? Lord knows I want to...
If you miss the old Katherine then please, help bring her back.
What did you like about her?
The new Katherine
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Don't feel bad...I haven't written in my blog for months. Don't go back to being the old Katherine...that goes agains the universal laws of change. Take your past experiences...pick what you'd like to be...stop being so conserned with scholastics and start enthusiastically socializing with new people and your friends. You'll eventually end up finding
the new and improved Katherine. There's a time for everything...including change...now's a good time to make that change. Be happy and enjoy yourself.
-Seth
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