Thursday, September 28, 2006

Sweet dreams are made of these

Do you believe that dreams have meanings? I have contemplated this concept many a times after waking up from various random dreams. It could be a wacky dream about multi-colored toothpicks (my mom's most famous dream), a happy dream about winning the lottery, or even a scary dream where all of your friends get murdered. I know that it would be stupid of me to take all my dreams literally, but do you ever wonder if there's a hidden message thrown in your dreams somewhere?

I like to tell myself that I don't believe all dreams mean something, but when I wake up from a dream I often find myself analyzing what it could possibly mean. I don't do this on purpose...for some reason I just automatically want to make sense of things. I guess it's a habit...bad or good I can't say...I remember one time on the bus to one of the basketball games one of my fellow cheerleaders, Katie, had a book about the meaning of dreams. We were all intrigued and spent the entire bus ride (an hour or so) flipping through this book. Now, it wasn't cut and dry, like "If you have a dream about an ex boyfriend it means you want him back..." It was more like, "If you have a dream about falling it signifies a decrease in your finances" or something like that...

It's been too long and I don't really remember what all the different dreams meant...which leaves me wondering about dreams I've had in the past and what exactly they're about...So I will share with you two of the reoccuring dreams I've had for as long as I can remember, and I'll leave the analyzing (or the debasing) up to you...

Dream #1
Has anyone ever seen the Michael Jackson "Thriller" video? It is complete with dancing zombies that chase a girl through the dark town into an old abandoned house, with zombie Michael Jackson as the leader. The video itself wasn't that scary, but when you're a six year old girl and you're watching a taping of Willy Wonka and the Chocolate Factory and as soon as the movie is over it cuts to the end of the Thriller video with Michael Jackson's big yellow scary eyes looking right at the camera, you'd be scared too! So needless to say, for many years (that's right, years!) after that night, I had reoccuring dreams where Michael Jackson, which big yellow zombie eyes, is chasing me through a dark and abandoned town.

What's this mean? I don't know...but after much thought, I am leaning towards the theory that it was foreshadowing Michael Jackson becoming really scary to look at (come on! He looks like a white woman with a bad nose job!)

Dream #2
Has anyone ever seen the television show, Super Market Sweepstakes? Well, the gist of it is that three different colored teams of two people are timed to see who can go around a grocery store and collect the most things. Whoever has the most money worth at the end wins. Well...for as long as I can remember, every year toward the end of the school year (maybe May...) I always have this exact same dream. My mom, Marissa, and I are in a HUGE shopping mall/grocery store....and so are ALL of our schoolmates with their parents. And someone sets a timer and says go and we all take off around the mall/store grabbing anything and everything we can get. It's crazy...every man for himself...I imagine it's much like shoppping on the day after Thanksgiving (I have not experienced this myself, but I've heard many horror stories).

I don't know what this is about...but it was actually sort of fun...I think we should all try it sometime...

So, basically I don't really understand dreams, but they're really wacky and funny sometimes. I just love them. I wish I could mentally record them and then be able to play them back. It would sure keep me entertained if I were in a boring class...would someone please invent a way to record dreams? I'd really appreciate it!

Sweet dreams are made of these :)
Wait...made of what?
Katherine

Monday, September 25, 2006

Find a penny, pick it up...

I've never been a really lucky person. I don't win lottery tickets, I don't find four leaf clovers, and I have never found the gold after a rainbow (supid leprechauns...too fast for me...). In fact, I'm not even sure if I believe in luck. Isn't luck just another superstition to believe in, and I certainly don't believe in superstitions, so why should I believe in luck? I don't believe that if I break a mirror or walk under a ladder I'm going to have bad luck for seven years, and I don't believe that knocking on wood actually does anything to help, nor crossing your fingers, and I certainly don't believe that if I don't send a forward that I'm going to be ugly for the next ten years. What's with that?! It doesn't even make sense!

But you see, the thing is...that I still knock on wood and cross my fingers for luck, I still don't go around trying to break mirrors or walking under ladders. I avoid them if at all possible. I still play lottery tickets if I'm given one, and I still do my fair share of looking for four leaf clovers every now and then. I still act like I can make my own luck and that superstitions are real (with the exception of forwards...I don't usually do forwards). I know that superstitions and luck aren't real, but that doesn't stop me from acting like they are. It's not that I am actually afraid of having bad luck, it's just that the little girl inside me wishes it would make me lucky. Just like how a part of me still wants to believe in Santa Claus and the Easter bunny.

So, I imagine you're wondering why I wrote this little diddy about luck and superstitions. Here's the thing...I found a penny on the floor today while walking to class. What's the big deal you're wondering? Well, last Saturday night I found a penny on the floor of the restaurant we ate at. Still not intrigued? Last Friday I found a penny on the ground while walking back from class. That's three pennies in less than a week! In fact, it's three pennies in four days! Is that not crazy?! Marissa doesn't think so, she pretty much blew it off. But I think it's awesome!

Maybe it means something! Maybe it means things are finally looking up. Maybe it means I am going to stop procrastinating and start being productive! Maybe it means that I am going to make lots of new friends and have more fun at college. Maybe it means that I am going to gain some control and stop eating so much bad junk food! Or maybe it means that someone dropped a penny and I just so happened to find it...who knows...and who cares anyway?! All I know is, I found three pennies and I am feeling good. Does it really matter if it's luck?

Things are looking up :)
Katherine

Tuesday, September 19, 2006

Who ever thought watching Baywatch would actually come in handy?

As I sat today trying to get the motivation to write yet another poem for Creative Writing class...I needed to focus. I needed to get in poetry mode...I needed to get inspired. So I went to google and I found my favorite poem, and I proceeded to read it over and over again, each time falling more in love with the beauty of the words (Sounds corny, I know, but it's the truth). I admit that the first time I ever heard this poem was actually on an episode of Baywatch. C.J. (Pamela Anderson) was "kidnapped" by her masked stalker, creating a Phantom of the Opera vibe. He read her poetry, she fell in love with him, and then he died. Such a good storyline...So anyway, when I heard him read this poem on the show, it instantly become my favorite.

Annabel Lee by Edgar Allen Poe

It was many and many a year ago,
In a kingdom by the sea,
That a maiden there lived whom you may know
By the name of ANNABEL LEE;--
And this maiden she lived with no other thought
Than to love and be loved by me.

She was a child and I was a child,
In this kingdom by the sea,
But we loved with a love that was more than love--
I and my Annabel Lee--
With a love that the winged seraphs of heaven
Coveted her and me.

And this was the reason that, long ago,
In this kingdom by the sea,
A wind blew out of a cloud by night
Chilling my Annabel Lee;
So that her high-born kinsman came
And bore her away from me,
To shut her up in a sepulchre
In this kingdom by the sea.

The angels, not half so happy in Heaven,
Went envying her and me:--
Yes! that was the reason (as all men know,
In this kingdom by the sea)
That the wind came out of a cloud, chilling
And killing my Annabel Lee.

But our love it was stronger by far than the love
Of those who were older than we--
Of many far wiser than we-
And neither the angels in Heaven above,
Nor the demons down under the sea,
Can ever dissever my soul from the soul
Of the beautiful Annabel Lee:--

For the moon never beams without bringing me dreams
Of the beautiful Annabel Lee;
And the stars never rise but I see the bright eyes
Of the beautiful Annabel Lee;
And so, all the night-tide, I lie down by the side
Of my darling, my darling, my life and my bride,
In her sepulchre there by the sea--
In her tomb by the side of the sea.

So after about an hour of thinking and brainstorming I finally began to write. I wrote...and wrote...and wrote...until I was finished with my poem. Then I rearranged and changed some things in order to incorporate all of the five components of poetry into my work (Don't even ask...it's stupid poetry stuff...). I am not completely pleased with the final result because let's face it, my poetry sucks. But here it goes anyway...my sad excuse for a poem...Not even remotely resembling the brilliance of Edgar Allen Poe...

The Rainbow

Fire burning in my soul, a happy heart
To have and hold. Abundance of passion for all mankind –
Red. The color that I call mine

Fascination frees my imprisoned
Mind (creative waves I cannot hide)
Through my skin determination shines –
Orange. The color that I call mine

Living life like I’ll die today: “Just be happy”
That’s what I say! Never a need to ever whine –
Yellow. The color that I call mine

Plant a seed. Watch it grow. Change
Your age, but never get old
You may be impatient, but don’t step out of line –
Green. The color that I call mine

Father. Son. Holy Ghost. Helping those who need
Help the most. If I fall down, HE’s not far behind –
Blue. The color that I call mine

Mysterious eyes that watch and glow, Mine
(The secret you’ll never know)
Magic ways with sweet sublime –

Purple. The color that I call mine

So I know that some of you may be worried that this blog is going to turn into my personal poetry journal. But don't worry. It's not. Because as soon as I write the two more required poems I am done with poetry! (At least until the next college class that requires me to write it....) Man, that sucks.

Hating school, but loving life :)
Katherine

Friday, September 15, 2006

T.G.I.F.








It's going to be a wonderful weekend with two
of my most favorite girls in the world.









They are arguably the two most awesome people in the history of the world.










I mean, seriously. Aren't they precious.




Hating school, but loving life :)

Katherine

Tuesday, September 12, 2006

Come on with the rain, I've a smile on my face!

I'm singing in the rain. Just singing in the rain. What a glorious feeling, I'm happy again!

You know, some people see rain and think of dreary, cold, bad days. Well, not me! I look at rain and think of singing...and dancing...in the rain! Alright...I admit that sometimes rain puts me in a bad mood, but it's not really the rain that's putting me in a bad mood...it's the rain AND all my stress at the time. Right now I'm stressed (two exams tomorrow and no studying so far), but that doesn't mean I'm going to let the rain put me in a bad mood.

So I dressed according to the weather this morning and put on shorts and tennis shoes. I don't like to wear pants or capris when it's raining because they get wet. And I don't like to wear sandals because they always slip around when wet...and I certainly don't want to go falling on my face in the rain. Speaking of sandals...on my way to class today I saw one sandal on the sidewalk. How strange is that...? Just one...Seriously, how much in a hurry do you have to be to lose a sandal and not go back and get it...? "Oh, darn. Shoe fell off...no time...must keep walking..." Makes me laugh....

On my way back from class I was at first trying to avoid the big puddles...no sense in getting wet if you can help it. However, that didn't last very long. It was really raining out there! So I stepped in a couple of puddles and got my shoes wet. I'm talking, soak through the tennis shoe, making my feet wet. It felt good...the cold water....so I found myself purposedly walking in the puddles the rest of the way back to my dorm. I mean, let's face it. Once you're wet there's no point in avoiding getting wet some more. Bring on the wetness! While I walked I hummed the song, "Singing in the Rain" and I seriously would have danced and skipped through the puddles had there not been tons of people around..with angry faces....everyone looked so mad...I was probably the only person outside smiling.

So take my advice....don't ever let the rain put you in a bad mood...and don't ever be too rushed to go back and get your sandal...

Keep smiling :)
(and dancing...in the rain!)
Katherine

Saturday, September 09, 2006

I can only blame myself...

I was really excited about my Creative Writing class because I love to write! One of the assignments for the class is to write 12-15 minutes in a journal every day, which I have really come to love doing. It's nice to just sit and write about whatever you want. The only bad thing is that we're supposed to do it right after we wake up before we talk to anyone or have a chance to read anything. This presents a problem for me because I usually have nothing on my mind to write about except for sleep (since I just woke up). Therefore, I often opt to write later in the day so I have something to say...this is also probably because I don't like waking up extra early in the morning to do schoolwork...

Another assignment for the class is to read and write poetry. Now, don't get me wrong I can enjoy some good poetry every now and then. In fact, I even have some favorites: Annabel Lee by Edgar Allen Poe and Nothing Gold Can Stay by Robert Frost come to mind. But you know what, I'm not the type of person who can sit down, read, and understand poetry. I'm just not that kind of person. The following is an exerpt from one of my journal entries about how much I don't really enjoy poetry (which might not have been a good idea considering there is a slight chance the professor might read it sooner or later...)

"I just really don't like reading poetry poetry and tyring to analyze what it's really about. If the author really wanted us to get it then why couldn't they just say what they meant instead of using all this symbolic metaphorical language? I don't get what they're saying half the time and when I do have an idea I'm usually wrong. That's another thing that irks me about poetry. Who's to say that my interpretation of a poem is wrong and yours is right? How do you know? Unless the meaning of the poem comes directly from the author's mouth who's to say that one idea is more accurate than another? I say that the only person who really understands a poem is the author and the rest of us should leave it alone.
Now about writing poetry...Well, quite frankly I just hate it. I'm not a poet. I don't know how to be original and metaphorical. I don't pretend to know how. If I write a poem it's going to be cut and dry, easy to understand. I am not a poet! I hate being forced to write poetry because I know I suck and what comes out on my paper is embarassing. As far as I'm concerned I'd rather paint myself blue and run around campus screaming, "I'm a smurf!" Anything to avoid writing poetry!
But alas, I am a college student and I am in a Creative Writing class that I voluntarily signed up for. I have to write poetry. My grade depends on it. Therefore, Mr. Steven P. Lansky, I will read your poetry, and I will write your poetry, but I will not like it, and I will not be good at it!"

And now...after that arguably long introduction...my first attempt at poetry...

Reckless Driving
The days go by like cars on a highway
No time to notice the scenes we drive by
Taking advantage of life has become so cliché
Our avoidance of blessings we casually deny

If only we could add a few stop lights to the road
Or maybe some stop signs at the least
But what difference would it make if this gift we bestow?
Our oblivion would stay, for it’s our hearts that need released

We must roll down the window; smell the green of the earth
Slow down to study the blur of the faces
For a new way of life we must force a rebirth
A way to get back into God’s gentle graces

What more can I say to express what I’m feeling –
We all have lives, but is anyone living?


I hate poetry and it hates me back!

Hating school, but loving life :)
Katherine

Wednesday, September 06, 2006

Aren't these things fun to read?!

Don't you just love these surveys?! Okay, so don't answer that...I know they're a bit boring to read, but let's face it...they are such an easy way to avoid thinking of something to write a blog entry about...

Randomness
1. What is Your Name?: Katherine Marie Lunt
2. How old are you?: 19
3. Eye color: Just blue...
4. Your Car: My parent's Ford Taurus
5. Your Crushes First Name: Johnny Angel
6. Your Style: Not preppy, that's for sure
7. Have You Ever Sat on your rooftop?: Yeah, it's nice in the summer
8. Have You Ever Kissed someone in the rain?: Yeah, it's pretty cool
9. Have You Ever Talked to someone you don't know?: How else do you make friends...?
10. Have You Ever Gone out of your way to befriend someone?: I suppose I have...
11. Have You Ever Made out in a theatre?: No, there are people there!
12. Who was the last person to tell you, I love you?: John Algire Shearer
13. Who was the last person to kiss you?: John Algire Shearer
14. Who was the last person to call your cell phone?: Marissa
15. Who was the last person to go with you to the movies?: Jimmy, Seth, and David
16. Who was the last person to touch you?: Um...I don't know. My parents when they hugged me goodbye?
17. What's the last Movie you watched?: Dumb and Dumber
18. What's the last Drink you've had?: Dean's Chocolate Milk...mmmm
19. Can You Stay up a whole night without sleep?: But of course, how else do you survive college?
20. Can You Speak a different language?: Well, I took Spanish in school, so no...I wish I did though
21. Favorite Food: Cheesecake!
22. Favorite Drink: Chocolate Milk!
23. What's Your Favorite Baseball Team and Football Team: Um...no favorites...I'll watch an OSU football game every now and then...but I wouldn't call myself a fan...
24. Favorite Store: American Eagle
25. Longest Relationship: As of now...four months with Will...but very soon it will be four months with John!!!
26. Have You Ever Skinny Dipped: Can't say that I have
27. Have You Ever Had Sex: Not that it's any of your business, but no
28. Do you have any siblings?: Christian: 24, Patrick: 21, and Marissa: 19
29. Do you wear glasses or contacts?: Neither, thank goodness
30. Do you have any piercings?: My ears
31. Have you ever Been caught doing something you weren't supposed to do?: I'm sure I have, hasn't everyone...?
32. What was the last Song you've listened to?: New York State of Mind by Billy Joel
33. What was the last Thing you were doing before this?: Eating lunch
34. How much cash do you have on you?: Um...$83.00 (I can't believe I actually got in my purse to count my money...)
35. What did your last text message say?: "What time are you done today?" (from Marissa)
36. What were you doing at midnight last night?: Homework...sigh...
37. What's a word that you say a lot?: Um...I don't know if it's a word, but I say "hm" a lot.
38. What is the first thing you notice about the opposite sex?: Their smile
39. Are you too shy to ask someone out?: I would say no, because I almost had to...
40. Who would you like to see right now?: John Algire Shearer
41. Would you go on a date with someone on MySpace?: No way! I don't even like MySpace!
42. The last time You saw someone else naked? who?: Honestly? Marissa...
43. The last time You played truth or dare? Oh geeze...it's been a while.
44. Are you single? Nope. I'm taken :)
45. How many relationships have you had?: Only counting high school and after high school I've had seven relationships, but with only five guys....and three of them lasted four days or less...
46. What are you wearing?: Jeans and a green sweatshirt
47. Have you ever had a one night stand?: Um...no
48. Did it involve sex?: Wait...I thought that one night stands meant sex....
49. Who are you with or who do you want to be with?: I am with Johnny Angel and I wouldn't want it any other way
50. Do you beleive you should be in love to have sex?: I believe you do, but some people have different opinions
51. Right at this moment Where are you?: In my dorm room
52. Have you ever been to NYC?: No, but I hope to some day
53. Have you ever pulled an all nighter? where?: Many a times for high school, for college, for sleepovers, and for New Years, and just for the heck of it
54. What was the last compliment you recieved?: "I love you." I think that's a compliment
55. Would you ever date someone younger than you?: I have before
56. Would you ever date someone older than you?: Yes sir!
57. Are you the romantic type?: But of course
58. Is your best friend a virgin?: What kind of a question is that? Isn't that something that should be written in my best friend's blog?
59. Has there ever been a rumor spread about you?: I'm sure there has, nothing too damaging though
60. What did you do last night?: Homework...sigh...
61. Favorite Place to live?: As of now, Loudonville, Ohio, but I haven't really lived anywhere else 62. Best place to go on a date?: Anywhere or nowhere at all. It doesn't matter where, what matters is who with
63. Most memorable experience with a friend?: Oh geeze...that's tough. I would have to say the last night of high school with the wonderful Fab Five is probably pretty memorable
64. Any trips planned with friends?: We like to go to Put-in-Bay over the summer
65. Opinions/ Thoughts on Drugs and alcohol?: I don't see the point, but others seem to think it's cool. Who am I to judge others?
66. Do you believe that there is such a thing as soulmates?: Yes, of course
67. Whats the carziest thing you've done?: Um...Spontaneously jumped in a pool with all my clothes on?...Unfortunately I'm not a very crazy person...
68. Do you have your own crib?: You mean house? No...
69. Do you love to party?: Not particularly...but I can have a good time if I want
70. Do you like to play with peoples' minds?: Come on...I'm a girl...
71. Are you a heartbreaker?: I don't think so, but you could always get a second opinion
72. Have any pets?: Two cats, Anna and Monty, who my parents kicked out of the house. Poor babies....
73. Talked on the phone for more than 6 hrs : Yes, I have. My ear hurt.


Remember when...
74. First boy/girl crush: Nick Massie in kindergarten
75. First time you were grounded: Aimee Briscoe's rollerskating birthday party...Marissa was allowed to go and I wasn't...that was probably fifth grade or something...
76. Someone broke your heart: The last time was at the end of my senior year...it pretty much really sucked.
77. You shoplifted: Never done it.
78. You got caught: That's why I've never done it (Plus, it's morally wrong...)
79. You were kissed for the first time: Yeah...it was very awkward.
80. Went on your first date: I actually don't remember going on an actual "first date"
81. You got your first job: Yeah...Books Baubles and Brew is a smelly pirate hooker!
82. First pet: Cats Hannable and Hanna in kindergarten
83. You fell in love for the first time: Oh yes, and I must say that it's wonderful!
84. You drove a stick: Well, technically I still really haven't...but I did move the stick while John drove...I kept putting it in fifth instead of third...
85. First time you were pulled over: Hasn't happened yet. Knock on wood...
86. You ditched school: Once when I ditched lunch a teacher almost hit me as I was pulling off the school road! Stupid Mr. Dunlap!
87. First time you snuck out: Never really had to sneak out...but sneaking in...that's a horse of a different color!
88. First time you stayed out all night: Marissa and I stayed at Jimmy's house talking to him and Seth because it was past the town curfew (Or that's the excuse we used...)

Favorites
89. Fruit: Clementines (small oranges) or purple grapes
90. Vegetable: Green peppers or potatos
91. Music: Oh boy...so many...Journey, The Eagles, Queen, the Beatles, Jim Croce, Billy Joel, Elton John, Michael Buble, The Killers, 50s music, the classics (Frank Sinatra, Etta James, Billy Holiday, Nat King Cole, etc.), some country, and many more...but no rap
92. Band/singer: Just one? Too tough...
93. Color: Blue
94. Flower: Chrysanthemum
95. Song: Moon River from Breakfast at Tiffany's, Rainbow Connection by Kermit the Frog, or Smile by Nat King Cole
96. Things to do: Spend time with my family, friends, and boyfriend
97. Tv show: Friends, Grey's Anatomy, Saved by the Bell, Gilmore Girls, Monk...to name a few...


Questions
98. Do you drink?: Hardly ever...a little something here and there either at home or with some girlfriends when we stay in. Sometimes I have a tad bit of whisky in pepsi or the occasional daquerie with just a tad bit of alcohol in it...
99. Have you ever been so drunk you don't remember anything?: Nope, never been drunk.
100. Have you ever been in a car accident?: No, thank goodness. Knock on wood.
101. Have you ever had surgery: Does gum surgery count...?
102. Are you reading any books at the moment?: No, but I want to read The Catcher in the Rye soon in addition to a huge list of books I need to read
103. Are you an artist?: Um...I would say no...but "artist" is such a controversial word...
104. Do you want to get married?: But of course!
105. Do you want to have kids?: I couldn't imagine not having them.
106. Do you attend school?: Miami University in Oxford, Ohio
107. When was your last date?: I wouldn't really call it a date, but the last time I went out with my boyfriend we went to Bob Evans with Marissa and Matt.
108. Do you have any nicknames?: Kevin, Kit Kat, Kathy May
109. Do you have any enemies?: Not that I know of...I hope nobody hates me...I think I'm pretty likeable...
110. Are you high-maintenance?: I would say no, but Matt and John would probably argue differently...
111. Do you have a tatoo?: Nope
112. What do you hate the most?: Hard to say...there are a lot of things to hate. I have pretty strong negative feelings for olives...
113. Do you like to fly in an airplane?: I've only done it once and I don't really remember it because it was only from the mainland to Put-in-Bay
114. What color are your bedsheets?: At home they're green and marroon. Here at college they're light blue.
115. What color is your car?: My parent's car that I drive is a dark gray.
116. What are your most important possessions?: Hm...good question...I'm not sure...I would probably have to say my cell phone because it is my connection with home.
117. Do you have a lot of money?: Not a whole lot because I'm a college kid...but more than other college kids I know...
118. What do you think about before you fall asleep?: A lot of random stuff...sometimes I just think, "Please let me fall asleep..."
119. As a child, what did you want to be when you grew up?: An artist or an author
120. Now, what do you want to be when you grow up?: A wife and mother. Oh...also I suppose an English teacher...
121. What are your favorite qualities in the opposite sex?: Sense of humor that makes me laugh, smile that makes me melt, and a heart that makes me lucky I got such a great guy
122. Have you ever made a boy/girl cry over you?: Dustin Rambacher in 6th grade...I felt so bad I went back out with him...
123. Have you ever cried over a boy/girl?: Yeah...many a times...boys suck sometimes
124. Do you have any secrets?: Yes...but I'm not going to tell you.
125. Have you ever been in love?: Yes, it's magically wonderful.
126. How many times?: I would say twice, but the first one doesn't even compare to this time...
127. Have you ever written a song?: Yeah...lol. Marissa and I were young and the songs didn't make any sense...

Finish the sentence
128. If I were a...rich man, da da da da da da da da da da da da da da da (It's from Fiddler on the Roof, NOT Gwen Stefani's stupid song!)
129. I love my...life!!!
130. I hate my...love of really unhealthy food...well, let's just say it's a love/hate relationship...
131. I wish...I could make time speed up and slow down, preferrably the latter...
132. If I were rich...I would pay for college, give my parents tons of money that I probably owe them for all the years they've been giving me money, and let's face it...I'd go shopping.
133. I wish to spend a day in the life of...Marissa...just to see what it's like...
134. I really want to travel to...England, Ireland, Greece, and other various places
135. The greatest thing in my life is...my family and friends
136. My greatest fear is...losing someone I love
137. Three things I cannot live without are...my family, friends, and faith
138. My heart belongs to...John Algire Shearer


More randomness
139. If you were born the oppisite sex what would your name be?: My parents said they were going to name us Nick and Alex if we were boys (just like the twins from Full House!)
140. Age you act?: It depends. Sometimes I act like a kid and sometimes I act my age. Why choose one over the other?
141. Age you want to be?: Sometimes I wish I could go back to being young, sometimes I wish I could fast forward to being an adult. But mostly I'm just happy to be this age, right now.
142. Righty or lefty?: Righty
143. What are you doing right now?: This survey...

144. What should you be doing right now?: Homework...sigh...
145. Do you have low self-esteem?: Well, I am a girl...so sometimes I'm not completely satisfied with the way I look, but I wouldn't say I have low self-esteem
146. Do you have any birthmarks?: Yep, one on my left thigh...it's weird.
147. Do you get online a lot?: I'm pretty much on all the time, but I don't really talk much anymore.
148. Do you sleep with the room door open or closed?: Um...if I slept with it open the Miami rapists would come and get me...
149. Do you have a curfew?: I don't think so...
150. Do you like taking pictures?: Um...I don't mind taking them

151. Do you like getting your picture taken?: I don't mind being in them except that I am not photogenic at all...
152. Do you have your own pool?: No...not really a huge swimmer...
153. Do you have a lot of ex's?: Let's see...starting with high school, I have four. That's not too bad...
154. Do you like getting dirty?: Depends why I'm getting dirty...food fight? Sure! Stepped in mud? No.
155. Are you flexiable?: Not really...I wish I were though.
156. Do you enjoy talking about gross and disturbing things?: Not particularly. ESPECIALLY not dead baby jokes!
157. What do you like least about your body?: I think John would get mad at me if I answered this one...
158. Do you ever wear shirts do show your belly?: No. Why would I want to show off my belly?
159. What about cleavage?: What cleavage?

160. What size shoe do you wear?: I don't know...depends. 6 1/2 to 7 I guess...
161. Are you more of a mommys or daddys child?: I'm really close to both my parents, but I would have to say mom because we have a really special mother/daughter relationship
162. Who is your best friend?: I would have to say Marissa...come on, we're twins!
163. Who knows the most about you?: Probably Marissa....
164. Who do you trust the most?: Probably Marissa...
165. Who do you talk to on the phone the most?: John Algire Shearer
166. Have you ever screamed so much you lost your voice?: Cheering for the Loudonville boys basketball team when they went to state
167. Have you ever played strip poker?: No. I don't even know how to play regular poker...
168. Scariest dream?: I keep finding my family and friends murdered...while I'm being chased by the murderer myself...
169. What was your best dream?: Difficult to say, but definitely one involving John.
170. Are you clean-shaven?: Yep, I shaved my legs in the shower this morning!
171. What's your most complimented feature(s)?: My red hair (even though some mean people call it auburn...
172. Do you think life has been good so far?: Oh yes, and I hope it only gets better! I'm very blessed.
173. Have you ever gone three days without showering?: I would be lying if I said no...
174. Do you have a rubber bracelet?: No...I never really jumped on the "Live strong" bandwagon...not that I don't support cancer or something...


Opinions/ Thoughts
175. Abortion: I am definitely very much so against abortion in all situations
176. Gay rights: I think that homosexuals should get to live their life however they want. It's their life. Who are we to judge other peoplpes' lives?
177. Sex: I believe that it's something you should save for marriage or when you're in love.
178. Micheal Jackson: He has some good music, but quite frankly he scares the crap out of me. I had nightmares for years after watching his Thriller music video...
179. Drugs and alcohol: I believe that lots of people only do it because they think it's the cool thing to do, and I'm not ashamed to say that I have no desire to get high or drunk.

180. Politics: Um...I don't really follow them like I should. I'm hoping to get more informed for my first voting experience

Sorry that was so long...but if you actually read it all, then you can't blame me...you read it willingly! Heehee.

Keep smiling :)
Katherine